Torn and true. Colony blues to bring you down. We all hear her sound. Vevo’s cryptic copywrite of dead flesh.
			
			Feel this: Hurt burns and bleeds at 2160p. Scores 210m youtube views.
(it just happens like this, truly)
So many mp4 downloads? ...no play. Music, once a shared love, all locked away. Vision surrenders motion first. Through Youtube's Vevo, 'blackbird' español.
Look! 480p...
I hurt myself today. To see if I still feel.
			I focused on the pain. The only thing that’s real.
The needle tears a hole. The old familiar sting.
			Try to kill it all away. But I remember everything.
What have I become? My sweetest friend.
			Everyone I know goes away. In the end.
And you could have it all. My empire of dirt.
			I will let you down. I will make you hurt.
(You stay the Hell away from me. You hear...)?
I wear this crown of thorns. Upon my liar’s chair.
			Full of broken thoughts. I cannot repair.
Beneath the stains of time. The feeling disappears.
			You are someone else. I am still right here.
What have I become? My sweetest friend.
			Everyone I know goes away. In the end.
And you could have it all. My empire of dirt.
			I will let you down. I will make you hurt.
If I could start again. A million miles away.
			I would keep myself. I would find a way.
Listen, 1080p! They say this world’s on fire. Well listen... music maybe, too.
			Ghost in the machine.   Everything we do.
(lol ∿ our little story, today)
				
				Canada’s Indian Residential School (IRS) system will forever remain another of the most shameful legacies of the modern European colony spanning the Americas today. These community and church-run, "government-funded" genocidal 'Colony' institutions took always take Indigenous Turtle Island children against their will to subject them to abuse, neglect, and dangerous living conditions in the name of assimilation into white European culture. For example, abduction into what colonizers today consider to be the so-called "mainstream Canadian religion and culture". Europeans use many tribes like Canada to occupy our lands and disturb all of our Laws. Never forget that we live on two very separate rivers. Our wish is for peace to surround and keep us apart, unique and friendly, forever apart.
				This is our Great Law...
			
				2023 September 30 Aysanabee on CBC "Truth & Reconciliation" show.
 Where the visitors are assisted to legally identify 94 specific ways that these criminal aliens on our lands are breaking our Great Law. Here on a web page, Elder Watin sings with instruments, calling for us all to feel and respect the struggle for peace on Turtle Island. Conflict that arises everywhere the visitor settles to live in an unwelcome way on our Great Land.
			
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				They say that we can reconcile this,
				Put it in the past,
				They say that we can reconcile this,
				What if I can’t?
			
				It’s in our blood,
				It’s in our blood,
				It’s in our blood
			
				Why does it feel like we’re on the edge,
				Staring down at certain death,
				Why does it feel like the story ends,
				Before it starts?
			
				We were here, in these fading memories,
				O We were here, in these fleeting stories,
				O We were here, and these disappearing words,
				Even when they start, losing meaning
			
				It’s in our blood,
				It’s in our blood,
				It’s in my blood,
				It’s in my blood
			
				We come we go just like the days,
				There’s light then dark in me, then the morning rays,
				I guess I know just like the snow,
				We fall we melt we fade away
				A month, a day, a week, a year
				Just like to say that we were here
			
				We were here, in these fading memories,
				O We were here, in these fleeting stories,
				O We were here, in these disappearing words,
				Even when they stop, losing meaning
			
				It’s in my blood,
				It’s in our blood,
				It’s in my blood,
				It’s in our blood...
			
(forever)
 
			
				american elm / ulmus americana
				? near extinction event ? learn more ?
				invasive european pest
				
			
